My first inpatient experience was in a great place...tons of activities, arts and crafts, we could go outside a lot...i was there a very long time and when i came home I came back with all kinds of plants i'd made in horticulture....yes, horticulture. Fast forward 10+ years and it is a shadow of it's former self. It was just like any other place. Dope you up and get you out.
I think I'm just at the point where i need an escape from my current life...I don't have the money for a private hospital, nor the kind of insurance that would pay for one. The last outpatient program i went to that was decent is almost an hour away, each way. I almost feel like running away. If I could just get some money together I'd be all set.
Just a very bad week.
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