I can understand my therapist policy that if I attempt su then we won't continue to work together because it means something isn't working. But If I have to fear that she will terminate with me if I have fears of being unable to keep myself safe and need to be hospitalized, I would never tell her. She trusts me to tell her. I have promised to tell her, and she knows I will. If I was threatened with termination, I don't think I could. We have worked together for many years and she has hospitalized me when I told her I was not safe. No amount of talking was going to change that. She couldn't be with me 24/7. She trust me. I trust her. It works for us.