I am back home, on different meds but I am not sure my thinking is much straighter than when I went in......I found hospital to be so boring, so much downtime, time to think, think, think, and no exercise.
I could have stayed longer and wonder if I should have.......but the pdoc there said he wasn't sure it was doing me much good and maybe causing me suffering, in his words, to be so bored and aimless.....
At least the food was good!
I didn't miss my T as much as I thought I might, but will see her again Monday and am looking forward to it somehow.....
It feels so odd to be back in the real world after being shut away for several days.....I still feel so fragile and now have to get my house back in order and am just too tired to care how disordered it is....
thanks so much everyone for thinking of me, I am humbled to be so well cared for......I will try to get back into posting more, slowly.....but am still feeling dispirited and wondering what of value I can offer right now....