Hello everyone! I am new to this, but I would really like opinions on my issue. As a child, I was sexually abused over and over by my neighbor. This continued to happen each and every time that I would stay all night with his daughter. I wasn't sure, at the time, what I needed to do, so I never said anything. I thought that I was just being punished for something that I had done. It wasn't until I was in middle school, when a boy garbbed me between the legs, that I told my parents. Every since then, I have had nightmares about my neighbor. I don't even go to see my parents a lot because he still lives next door. In 1998, I got married and things went pretty well. The last few years, I have not wanted a lot to do with my husband sexually. I know that it is not his fault, but there have been times that I have thought back about the things that were done to me while with my husband. My husband tends to get really frustrated with me over this. I feel really bad about this, but I am not sure what I need to do. I wake up screaming in the night after having nightmares about the rapings. I am only 26 years old and I do not want to feel like this. Can someone please offer any suggestions? Thanks!

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