I was born a fighter for this, I guess. I'm tired but don't want to sleep just yet. I know tomorrow is another day and I will do this all over again, but I just can't make myself get offline just yet. Ok, the internet is one of my addictions. When everyone around me is sleeping, I feel like I must stay up...for what, I do not know.

I spent all weekend away from the computer...maybe that's it. I have to be on till I feel satisfied. I really don't know.

My mom always told me I was one of the ones who fought sleep a lot. Here I am, still doing it. I don't think I'm afraid of anything. It's more like my mind is full of things that I can be doing online...downloading, posting, etc. I find it very rewarding to be online. If I'm here or at my other sites, I know I am helping others. Although I hate being around people, I like helping them in any way I can...kinda odd isn't it?

I guess I'm just a little nutty! Oh well. Maybe I'll read a little before I crash...it is after 3 am. Pretty soon I'll start acting really goofy!