>>If you are reading this and haven't taken your meds yet, you need to stop reading and take them now.

Well, I did stay in bed way too long again, finally "rose" early afternoon, but I did make the effort and take my meds as soon as I got dressed, before i started checking on the computer.

so I'm good for today and planning to stick to that routine.

the underlying problems are growing worse though, still feel hopeless and my will to keep fighting is getting lower everyday, i'm just getting so tired of the effort it takes plus looking in the face of growing financial problems, more rejection from the people in my life, etc etc etc

thanks everyone

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