Granite,
i feel the same way, that i am just of no importance to anyone and i think that is part of the reason t wanted me back for weekly sessions. i think he is trying to show me that i am important and i think your t tries to do that too in her own way. it is such a struggle to be vulnerable. so afraid. not that i am going to be hurt, more like i am going to be annihilated. what about you??? is this why you don't like to talk in in t????

by the way...YOU ARE VERY IMPORTANT AND WORHWHILE!!!
and as someone else said "we are not there to entertain our t's"

sending safe hugs