So I went to my pdoc on Wednesday and she completely stopped my Seroquel. I was on 400 mg at night along with 200 mg of Trazadone. Now I am on 5 mg of Zyprexa and still on the Trazadone. I am a little scared. I have been dealing with some suicidal thoughts and now that my meds were totally changed I'm afraid of what might happen. I don't go back to see her for another month and there is so much that can happen within that time. I have been hospitalized for a suicide attempt previously. I'm afraid to even go back to the hospital. Afraid that people will think I'm just trying to get attention or something stupid like that. I know that the med change is really going to effect me and I'm not sure what to do. Sorry for the rambling post I'm just scared of myself right now.