Thanks. Yes, physically, I am now very overweight due to meds and my own lack of discipline and the fact that I stress eat. It's just that I'm trying to hold down a job and am full-time caretaker for mother (elderly) and sister (bipolar) and then add that I'm 47 and not married, no children (which I guess is best after all this) and I'm just plain ole tired of life. It seems that I've run my course and I feel 100.