Jess95,

Just a little bit of advise. If you can't open up to your mum and you can't remember some events keep a daily journal of the day. I was diagnosed over 20yrs and just the past 2yrs have come off of mania/psychosis which I don't remember too much of my life. So I have found that keeping a daily journal and a mood chart(will show how extreme your moods get) helps when going to pdoc in helping pdoc see what I actually go through. I too have problems explain, noticing or remembering what I have done. So the journal and mood chart really helps. I am glad to hear that you have others to be there for you. I wish I would of had that when was your age. Don't fool yourself on thinking that you can control thoughts or always have good judgement while not stable. Even when I feel stable my moods/thoughts can change with what happens in my life. So be happy that they are there to make sure your ok. Not saying that they need to be on watch for the rest of your life. Just it will take time for you and family to find what may trigger bad judgement or mood swing. If you ever need to talk I usually hear my cell even when asleep cause I want to be able to be there for my friends or some one new.