I was just in hospital and it was a decent place as far as care goes; most of the nurses were nice. But still, I had to have a roommate, there wasn't a lot to do except go to boring groups that didn't really help me a whole lot. I hate arts and crafts, so read a book during that time/ I talked to a pdoc every day, which was nice, got different meds......but was basically left alone to do nothing but read. No going outside as I was on the 7th floor. Limited visitation....
At least the food was nice. But if you stay there long, you will get fat as there is really little exercise equipment, except a few old machines, available.
I feel worse than when I went. I don't understand how it helped me at all. Just cost money is all. I am home and in no shape to deal with life at all......
I guess I could have gotten more out of the experience if I had chosen to....but it was so depressing really to be there and i felt like an inmate, locked in and bored out of my skull. No help. But I probably should go back, as I am not fit for living real life right now....
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