Sigh. made it through night...thanks to ambien... well was up about 3 or 4 am... and went ahead and took antibiotic...so I'm feeling
"managed" right now. I keep forgetting to take my pain med, so I am suffering more than I need to... only have oatmeal to eat today, so if I don't go out, I need to order in? IDK. I still feel feverish on and off... and chills on and off... probably not a good idea to be around others?

I have one more dose. of antibiotic..and will be in town of MD tomorrow for other therapies... so we'll see. She would give me another breathing treatment, I'm sure. There's a hospital a block from her office, too, in case she is still upset (MD is a she.)

I left a few messages for T... phoeey I had been priding myself on not bothering him... but my inability to do the ER scene is attributable to my PTSD

Thanks bunches for all the thoughts...

No, KD they only took o2 rating at front desk and said I'm not sob (still scratching head on that one) but yeah, I wouldn't die from lack of breathing?