HI there and welcome!

I'm sorry that you're having such a rough time, and I'm sorry it stems from childhood. I relate.

Have you talked with t about this...clearly expressing how you feel? If not, I think it's very important that you do.

I know that sometimes t feels it necessary to get current life as safe and stable as it can be before delving into childhood. Might that apply here? Possibly you could talk with t about dividing up the session for what she feels is necessary and what you feel you need to do?

Again, welcome! I wish you more than well.

KD