2extremes,

I also feel like you. I just feel more comfortable to share with the people who will be around me. Although I have found that some of my friends don't fully understand. Which I just try to explain more about it. I feel if they are true friends they will either want to be there for me or they can move on. They were not true friends. As well as my family members. I am adopted my mom and dad never excepted what I was going through, my dad tried towards his fight with cancer but my mom just can't except it. As for my birthmom and brothers and sisters, well they are Don't take meds they will just make things worse, PRAY to God and he will heal you, and one brother tells me that I should just snap out of it and not take meds cause he understands that his depression of being deported is the same. I told them if they wanted to keep in touch do your research or ask me to send it to you, it's not that simple. They never asked and now I just try to avoid them in a nice way. I don't need others in my life who I can't feel comfortable around them. Not sure if this is right or wrong but for me it is just much easier cause it causes too much stress and triggers me into depression.