((((((zoo))))))

I'm still not clear on what happened in your therapy. Is this because you never forgave her for your huge rupture and her not being there for you the way you needed her to be? It sounds like you're very angry with her about that, still, which is understandable. Does it seem like she's wanting to forget it, and thinks you can just go with therapy as though nothing happened between you?

I guess what I'm not understanding is whether you made the decision to quit therapy due to everything that happened, or you're still angry with her but you really don't want to quit. Obviously, if you want to hurt her there are many unresolved angry feelings inside of you! Can you write about them for yourself or to give it her?

I think these fantasies are important and need to be resolved somehow.

She's trying to convince you to come back to continue therapy or to terminate with more closure? Do you want to see someone else or see no one?

Sorry for all the questions. No need to answer them all; I'm just trying to understand and to help.