I never knew my father, my mum never talked about him I remember her and my grandparents arguing about him one day when I was 8 years old, I lost her when I was 9 and they died when I was 16 and everything even his name is not known to me, the little family I have and my adoption parents know nothing, I've tried everything, I don't even know his name.

It is hard to know I have a dad I will never know..........

"Sanada"

Sanada I don't know what to say, we both have holes but it is so different.

All I can say is don't feel guilty what ever you decide to do.

(((Can't Stop Crying)))

.........love you all