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Originally Posted by stieg
Hello everyone i'm posting this because i'm still a loner. Very difficult to make friends and dating it's impossible. The problem is that i spend weekends at my home watching movies and that's it. I can't go to places, i'm afraid to start a conversation with anyone due that are places that i don't normally go. Yeah i know you'll tell me to look for volunteer work so i can't socialize with people. Well forget it. Where i come from there's no such thing as that. Join a club? Yeah great idea but where i come from there are no clubs. Online dating? No thanks that's a waste of time and money. So there you have it my loner life is so badly boring that i'm considering to quit my cell phone service due that i don't have no friends to call ans so why i'm paying monthly bills? is there a way and i mean a way to end this cancer i'm suffering i mean ending this problem i'm still suffering since my childhood years? being a loner is awfful but living it is hell.  |
I dont have any advice, but I do totally relate with how you are feeling. I go to work, so I do mix with people during the week, but the weekends are the hardest. When I wake up at the weekend my heart sinks and the emptiness is overwhelming. I dread waking up at the weekends. I dont have any interests, dont know what I do or dont like, I hate going out because I'm paranoid that people look at me and I hate the way I look. I want to hide in my flat but the emptiness and loneliness is so overwhelming. Many times I think o fending my life because the loneliness is so great