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Old Feb 20, 2006, 04:08 PM
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I think this is a topic of a large can of worms. Think ppl need to remember that they are responsible for their own feelings and not the feelings of others. We can not save or support everyone. There are MANY MANY topics I see posted on here that do being up suicidal feelings for me. Not just post about suicide. But I know in the end I'm responsible for my own well being. When I see post that being up these feelings I just back away and read no longer. A policy is a policy. Yeah what ever it is. When I become suicidal I seem to find that I completely turn away from PC because I feel like I'm being punished for feeling the way I do. And I know that ppl will say that I'm not being punished. But it sometimes feels that way. But sometimes when you can't express how you really feel and are in need of support getting through these feelings it's hard. And the last person I want to talk to is someone on a telephone I don't know. I would much rather get support from ppl I know that care about me. Not some college student working a hotline who doesn't know me or anything about DID. I'm not meaning to start anything. Just think that ppl need to realize that sometimes there are ppl here who are in a great deal of pain and are forced to say nothing about the pain they are in. I just believe ppl need to be responsible for their own well being. NO PLACE is ever safe, no matter if it's a suicidal post/chat, or talk of SI. Know your triggers and stay away from them.

James
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