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Originally Posted by Sanada
Is it wrong of me to be ashamed of the guilt of my father. He was such a powerful man in his life. He was also a monster.
He did so well in terms of getting his b.s.c's, I never even got to the start point.
He was always abroad with work, I've never left the island.
He made $, I did not.
He was married four times, I have not (yet).
He got published, I have scraps of paper.
He lived well, I do not.
Out of all that I love of him, I am half of him.
He was a Monster, I am not.
Should I love his memory on fathers day.
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Either way, what ever you decide is ok. Just by writing about your father you have acknowledged him and I think that is enough. Hold your head high and feel good about the rest of _your_ day.
My father is deceased. I loved him dearly, but father's day can hold it's own mix of emotions. This day used to be especially hard for me. Now they're just another day that I 'have' to remember...then go on with my day the best I can. I hope you have a GOOD day for yourself.
We can waste so much time worrying on what could/should of been.
