I'm just a software consultant, but it does sound rather OCDish to me. Although I wouldn't attempt at any d(x) without a doctor.

I'm mostly responding to this thread not because I have an answer, but because I LOVE your name! Shmush! I'm jealous that you thought of it first!

Welcome to PC, Shmush! I'm sure you'll find plenty of members who can walk through it with you.