I have so much anger towards my father and I wish I could have never met the undeserving man. I would have been better off being raised in a single parent home. My siblings and I were raised in the same home with the same deadbeat parents with a mother who wasn't strong enough to fight for a better life for us and a father with an iron hand and alcohol was more important then his family. For many years I fought for a family but now I'm done. What i dont understand is why does my siblings still go back home and celebrate this holiday: Father's Day. Our father doesn't deserve any part of our lives bc nothing he did helped us mature into a better person, instead the abuse showed all of us what we dont want in our lives. When he's drunk he cries and then he tells all of us that he loves us but on those gloomy days when he's an angry drunk he shows us how much he loves us by yelling and beating us up.
Why does my sibling return to that home and act like we have the best family ever. Why do they give our father a grand celebration with gifts and food for this Father Day's?
Why doesn't my siblings feel the same way as I do, what family did they get raised in bc I lived in hell all my life. One family but with 6 different perspectives.......