I like this and find it pretty funny. I don't know if there is really a connection with this or not but I can't tell you how many jokes go on around this house about me and electronics. I mean I've gone through 4 cameras in one year. The day my by bfs mom let me borrow her GPS it started wigging out, every time I touched it, it would stop working or the words would get jumbled or it would rerout and get all confused.

I don't have a phone for the same reason I don't currently have a camera... And a microwave anymore... Yeah the list grows... Laptops... Electronics hate me and everyone says I'm a curse to them. I think it's funny..

There could be a connection who knows, I do know that a lot of people feel this way about a lot of similar topics. I think that none of us fully understand ourselves or the world and all of our real capabilities. We never will. But it's fun to think it and it's fun to explore the meaning of things like these. In my opinion that is. The things that our minds do, whether it be creating alter egos to hide pain or it be ruining electronics, it's all beyond our real comprehension and I like it that way

Don't know if this makes sense, could be my "schizo" (as some pdocs believe I have) talking but all in all, the mind is very powerful and very complex and it makes for very interesting conversations like these.

I'm at a somewhat peaceful state with the others within (as far as I know) and think it's pretty funny when I am told I said some things I don't recall. Like when my daughter (now 3 years old) says I told her I would take her to the beach. This happened on a day I wanted to be lazy and stay indoors all day. Now I personally didn't say that but she insisted I did (wonder why that is lol) so I ended up taking her and just thought it to be someone within telling me "Hey get off your lazy butt and take your daughter out" same thing happens with my boyfriend in different situations.

I sometimes wish that "I" never said I would do something since I was not the one agreeing to do it, but in the end I am happy I went through with it. Sometimes though it's so bizzarr or out of character I have to look like a liar and not do it, those aren't so fun But you gotta take the good with the bad.