I don't really know anything about you Protoform, but you mention having 'autistic' type personality traits and so finding understanding the complexities of relationships difficult. In the light of that, in my opinion, your reaction to the emotions therapy evoked in you makes perfect sense. I know a thing or two about autistic spectrum disorders. My husband has aspergers syndrome. What I'd reccomend is that you find a therapist who specialises in helping/working with people on the spectrum. I believe you would find that experience very different and better suited to you. This is what my husband did at one point. He needed that extra special understanding. I'm sorry you're having a bad time and wish you well. Don't take your upset and anger out on your ex-therapist though. In the end you'll see it's not worth it and won't help you.