sometimes I just have to bail out on my own threads, and it's not because I don't appreciate the people who are willing to engage with me on the topic, it's just because sometimes it gets to be too much. I mean, processing is so helpful, but then sometimes I get to a place where I can't move ahead any further without T. It's almost like I'm doing therapy with her once a week and then doing therapy here all the rest of the time, and she has to catch up to where I am, lol.

I do the same thing, rainbow. I will sometimes talk about things incessantly all week, think about them until I want to chop my head off to shut my brain up, worry about not having enough time to say everything I want to T, and then get into her office and not be able to think or speak. So frustrating!