She's out sick still. I was supposed have an appointment today. I miss her. I don't know when she will find me someone to talk to. Did she get the letter and send the insurance my way too personal progress notes? Or are they too personal? I don't want my insurance to read about my thinking about suicide. I mean they probably know that I have the tendency because I mentioned it to my EAP while trying to get permission to talk to a counselor. I told her about the last one. I enjoyed doing that too because it's the first time I ever described one of the suicidal thoughts to a another human being and she didn't even react. I love that. What if the next person freaks/over reacts when he/she reads the notes from our last session?