Hi to all who remember me, I am not sure where to put this. I figure I will post it here since of all my Diagnosis' BiPolar is my AXIS 1 thing. I apologize for the reply in the 'rapid cycling' thread I realized after I talked to much about myself, only my intentions were from the heart.

I was not able to post and reply very well on the IE Browser on an 11-year old Macintosh computer, On one late night hypo manic thing I woke up and found this new browser that I can use for text only and reply faster and not take 15-minutes to reply.

I have really been having alot of ups and downs since I last posted. I apologize for unanswered posts or replys. Have been going through alot of different issues and new diagnosis, and changes.

I was thinking that the IE was messing up my computer. My moods have been going all over the place. Now, since October of last year I had to go off Lithium and began talk Therapy. I have been rapid or mixed or combination of all sorts of unspecified diagnosis' such as along with the Bipolar, I have OCD, ADHD, Agoraphobia, Neurological Disorder, PTSD, and Psychosis.

Finally!!! I am on an up swing which lasts longer than an hour and my up swings were really short lived moderate depressive phases and down to major depressive episodes I am leaving the apartment once a day as agreed in Therapy to go to the store or pharmacy or out of the building. I am learning of my moods.

I am finding myself depressed every night arou 8-hours after the first dose of Risperdal, beginning with agitation then preparing for the floor to fall out from under my feet, so at the first start of agitation I am counting hours from dose 1 to dose 2 of the Risperdal in order to ward off both the agitaton and depression before it goes too far down.

Now I am having higher hypomania more than depression, yet the cycle goes on. Currently I am manic, awake for almost 3-days now, and deprived ony have decided to wait until dark to go to sleep.

Community Mental Health is doing all that they can to help me right now. Had a T for almost about 6-Months who suddenly i December 'Retired' after 15-years and then a month before that my Case manager of a year Resigned for administrative differences same as my T. Did get new Diagnosis with OCD and obcess on health and meds for consuming rituals and appointments.

I am sorry so long, am planning to be an active member again. Thank you for reading all this.

KK101