Situation went from bad to decent to bad to horrible, and now we are back at decent...

I have not spent much time n the site recently....things have been crazy, but I have a new found sense of hope with my husband.

BUT, only as a friend. I am still praying for more at some point in the future, but I think I have finally come to the realization that a lot more was wrong between us, than i ever thought. And it was just as much me as him, so for the forseeable future having him as a friend is enough.