I don't know how or why. I spoke with my ex sister in law accidentally and afer I was moved to call the mother. She told me I was hallucinating a lot back then and these things never happened. I told her that we needed to make a decidion about where to go from here. We could pretend they don't exist, (yeah) or we can figure a mutual ground. She said that my conversation was confusing and going around in circles. Part of me wishes she has a heart attack and dies in her sleep. No, I take that back, all of me wishes. Man she was her same old manipulative self and of course she was the victim. I hurt beyond words. She denies everything. I have to say I think I hate her.
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