Please don't get me wrong - I am not judging at all here, lord knows I've been there myself.

How much klonopin has been on board lately? The benzos can interrupt the formation and/or recall of normal memories.

Of course, so can distraction defense. I think there are times when we all sort go on autopilot.

It's okay. These things happen. I hope you can try to move through it.

Things seem to be getting better. The ground will re-appear under you.

Ellie.