Wow, Flora_poste.
- Emotionally abusive grandmother
- Depressed and emotionally abusive mother
- Financial stress
- Your own mental struggles
- The weight of recent difficulties
Even if you were not struggling with your own challenges, this situation would sorely tax your psychic resources.
Can you obtain assistance (personally, I think you need help to confront the situation you face)?
Washington State 2-1-1?
Washington State Department of Social & Health Services (DSHS)?
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My dog

mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.