ok im havin a really off day.... i got out of bed... on top of my moods shifting like crazy im havin issues from trading from being a cutter to purgin and calorie restricting... today however i didnt do any of that but i rode on a bike 4 miles and want to do it again... my mood is low as can be and im want to dip into what i normally do.... posted above... does anyone else out there with bipolar have this issue? i am feeling very alone right now and just want to disappear.