I have suffered from depression for so long.
I want to pull myself together but it seems so impossible @ times.
I do things that I think make it worse then better although at the time it feels so good. (If that makes sense?)
I am on meds but as most people will agree it doesn't lift us out of the depression by any stretch of the imagination.
I am in therapy too.
Just seems so hard to be happy and feel any type of joy.
It is draining on me.