<font color=purple>((((((((((Mary Alice))))))))))</font color=purple>

I'm glad that you didn't take those pills, for whatever reason. You don't deserve to have every chance of happiness ended that way, and Alex doesn't deserve to lose you. The problems that you're having at work and with that jerk of a husband don't have to be permanent problems.

I think you should call your t again today and tell him how close a call you had. I know that you're probably afraid of going back into the hospital, but even if he does put you in there I think that the break from everything would do you a lot of good.

Is there any way that you can leave the jerk? Getting rid of him would make things soooo much better for you and Alex.