I had an appointment for a new weight loss program to try since I didn't know what else to do. Made the app. two weeks ago and was looking forward to finally having something help me. I get to the app. and the lady isn't there, waited 20 mins finally another worker asks my name and says he'll call her. Comes back, she didn't know she had an app. today, it wasn't on her calendar. I cried the whole way home and expected to have my husband support me, he says, "it had nothing to do with you". I had a breakdown and screamed at him and threw stuff. To someone with bpd it does to have to do with me, made me feel like I wasn't important to remember you had an app. with me. I was like, forget it, forget everything. I was so mad at my husband since I was looking to him to be on my side and he wasn't.