I'm not sure if this belongs here, but it just occurred to me that it may be dissociation that I'm experiencing. To be honest I never knew there were dissociation disorders until I came onto the website. I've tried to explain this feeling to other soo many times before, out of how bizarre it is, but they never seem to get it. Some say they kind of get what I mean but I know they really don't. I can't be the ONLY one who gets it, can I? That's why I'm thinking it may be dissociation since no-one ever seems to get what I'm saying about it or understand it.

It's weird. I don't even know if I can describe it on here, but I'll try. I've been getting this feeling as far back as I can remember, all through my childhood and still up to this day(I'm 14 now). I'll just be doing something and then it'll be like this weird realization thing like I just woke up because I wasn't aware of anything going on around me almost like I just wasn't there in the first place for the past couple minutes, and suddenly it feels like I'm floating. Everything around me seems in a dream or in a daze, and I'm hearing what's going on but it sounds so strange to my ears--and I've been talking and moving but it's not like I'VE been controlling it. It's like I'm a robot and I'm not even me, and then when I realize this feeling it starts to get even weirder and I get extremely confused and dazed and usually say "Woah..." and blink a lot. And then everything suddenly has this weird clarity, like I notice certain colors and shapes and everything just seems clearer but I still stay confused. This happens randomly, quite often but not every day. I really hope this made sense, but I kind of doubt it. Does anyone else see where I'm coming from...? It's weird. Is it dissociation?