<font color="purple">First off, thanks everyone for the replys. It really helps. Just got back from a really rough T session.

Practical strategies to get my basic needs met is happening. I do have a lock on my bedroom door and at night I put the dresser infront of the door.

Have kepts some food in room. It seems that I have 3 glasses of something in here to drink. 2 glasses of water and a glass of tea. LOL Didn't realize it, but I guess having DID and alters that want to drink something different or not wanting to share the same up cause they don't want to catch someone elses' germs (lol even though it is the same body) does come in handy.

Pee bucky, yep got one of those too. Actually it is a bucket that roommate had gotten for the mop, but the mop head was to long for the bucket. So now I am using it in case I really really gotta go.

Meds are already in my room so no need to worry about that.

She definately is a vampire trying to suck every bit of energy out of me.

Thank goodness she is off to work for the night so hopefully things will be a good night. Still unsure when she will pop into the apartment. The scary thing is I feel as if I have moved in with my sister or my mother. Heck I moved away from all them so that they aren't in my life, but yet now feel as if I am surrounded by them again.

I have a dr. appt tomorrow afternoon so kind of nervous about going. Have to find out test results, plus get more test done.

Thanks everyone for the support.
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