Those within are finely coming to terms that we can not go back to the time when we felt safe and had fun with our old friends. Those within are still crying but the truth is that we can no longer look at them and not remember the pain that we had endured and that no matter how hard we tride to get them to hear us they would not listen to us.
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We finely got some real people that have liste to us and have spent time with us. As a whole not a novalllty that should be lyed to just to keep from hurting our selfs but as a person that has value.
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We are going slowly but to be able to see a change in those around me its so . . . .
For the last three years I have felt like eeyor. the only thing constant was the pain and the abuse . .. . .
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Now I am meeting new people that are listening to us. . .
Sasha is even letting us know that we are safe and the new people are even encouraging us to keep her with us. she may not be fully trained but she is allowing us to be able to meet people and stand our ground more.
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Its hard we feel sad and greatfull all at the same time. 
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Sometimes the only way to find freedom is to fight for it, even unto death! Because no form of abuse transcends pass it! To live free and with hope is still the greatest gift of life!- anderson .gif "Boy Angel")
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