I found out tonight that two people whom I've worked so hard to forgive have betrayed me even more than I realized. One is a close family member and one is such a close friend that everyone considers her family. I don't think I could stand to even look at them right now. I am so hurt I'm ... I don't even know how to describe it.

I also know "This too, shall pass.", but the knowledge of what they did to me and my reputation won't.

Griefstricken,

Jan