Sorry it's so hard right now. It must be so scary to be forgetting things without knowing why. I must have missed some of your threads because I had no idea that things were so bad!!! I just have to say with regard to checking in w/ your body, if you're taking Klonopin to sleep that is a sign of being under a lot of pressure!! And if you're not getting that REM sleep (which benzos can prevent) maybe that is contributing to the memory loss???? I know there were some studies where people deprived of deep sleep have trouble remembering things.. if that helps any?

Way to keep getting so much done and coming through for people despite it. Hope you're feeling better soon~!