you are not responsible for his feelings or actions. it is not your job to make him happy he has to do that for himself. you state the relationship is poison for you take that as a good sign to get out of it. let yourself have time to be just you. breathe enjoy being single. nothing wrong with that.
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How I long to be up rather than down, the eternal sorrow that I only escape for short periods. This must be how Persephone felt.
"Sleep. Those little slices of Death. How I loathe them." Edgar Allan Poe
Loving yourself must come first from there comes love for everything else.
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