Hey Jadedmoonbeam,

I think I do want to go... but at the same time I am worried about getting nervous and panicy!! What if's comes into it. I have been looking on FaceBook as she has an invitation on there just to see who is going from work. Definates there are 2 so far. So I am kinda like maybe I can go. Then I get a text from another friend saying she is having a flat warming party the same day as the birthday party. So I have no idea what to do.

Good idea getting questions/answered prepared in my head before I go if I decide to go. Sorry I am being hard on myself. I always do that.