Do you not trust your T yet? If you have this wall up because you afraid to get down and dirty with the truth isn't it just a waste of time and money? Are you getting anything out of going to therapy? You stay with her because she doesn't make you face the truth. You are confrontable with the lies, which is kind of understanding because if your confortable then why change it but if you don't change it then how is this proving yourself. If she is giving you negative feedback that is not good because how are you going to change yourself if all you hear is the negative. Why change if you all your going to get is negative feedback. The other question is are you really getting negative feedback or are you only hearing the negative things that come out of her mouth? If this sounds mean or rood in anyway, I'm sorry. I mean this in the nicest way possible. I'm just curious and kind of confused. Hope I didn't hurt your feeling or make you angry that was not my intentions.