You are trying to figure out other people. Good luck with that......You will never really know what someone thinks feels, or acts a certain way. They may not even know themselves.....Your parents...ask them if they were upset that you did not come back till after Fathers Day. Don't read into it..simply ask them. They will tell you the truth and then you can talk to them

Your perception is that people are looking at you funny...Ah, could this be just you thinking this? I bet it is....anxiety can cause all kinda weird stuff in our brains like being paranoid...remember you ae just one person......these people you work with may be thinking about something entirely different..like their own messed up lives....

I bet the hair looks great, and if by chance someone is looking at you maybe, just maybe they like your hair......do not read into something.....

My soul once was really tired too.. I was tired to the bone and deeper and tired of trying but I did, and yes its worth it because you never know what is around the bend!!! I always liked the phrase.."Don't give up before the miracle happens" It kept me going.....yes, life is worth it.....there is beauty...look at the universe, the stars the ocean...you are looking at problems and people and traffic and bosses and all that and stupid t.v. shows and dumb movies but life and beauty are not there....

You just need to look for the sense of things in a different place... Hope you find the serenity you need to keep going!!!!

Thinking of you;
Hugs and hugs;
Dee