I was born in Philippines and moved here when i was 13.. So right when i get to my teenager life.. i had to suffer the most pain in ones life, something that would change his or her life for the rest of time. New people, New place and New Life..When i got here, i was really depressed.. I have thought of suicide but i did not want to commit something that hurt alots to me.. As the years go by, i remained quiet in schools which is the completely opposite of me when i was in philippines. After getting used to this lifestyle.. I developed something terrible.. When people talk to me.. i loss the willingness to understand or pay attention and just zoned out.. and in result i often say "What?" making my friends think im stupid.. I dont think before i speak which really annoyed people.. I say stuffs that hurt others but i dont recognize that i hurt them until i watched their eyes.. I regret it because it wasnt the real "me" who was talking.. I never really thought i had ADHD until today [Tuesday, June 21 2011], i always thought that i couldnt speak english or understand but when i go to facebook, i have the best grammar and the one who only type in complete sentence. So I was confused if I dont know English or was it something else? Well i wonder how i will notify my mom about this.. Because i really want this to be out of my life so i could live it..