so much stress right now and i cant seem to escape hes everywhere. started at dinner yesterday and it was the hot peppers and i couldnt focus on where i was i couldnt stop seeing him holiday dinner and i was ten and he and his friend were trying to see who could eat more of this spicy dish and then later he felt sick and he was so angry and he punished me that night and then this morning it was just flashbacks the basement and i just wanted to close my eyes but then it was worse i could smell it and i'm afraid i'm crazy i can smell the damp dead leaf smell everywhere went up to my sons room where its just baby powder and lavender and i could smell it there too. husband on his way home but i'm scared what the hell is going on i've been opening up the closet doors because i'm afraid someone is hiding in my house and i know this isnt normal and i'm afraid i'm losing it.