yes and my mind wont shut up and its scaring me. waiting for my husband to come home and hiding under the blankets when i can sit still for a moment and stop checking the damn upstairs. . .

just want the door to open and my husband to walk in and sit here and tell me i'm not losing my mind.
thank you rhapsody, i wish i could just give you an enormous bouquet of the sweetest blooms because youre always here for me.