My Dear Friend SeptemberMorn,

Thanks.... and ((((((( HUGS )))))))) - it was not so much of what I did this morning that made me feel as I did, but it was the feelings that preceded that action that I was trying to find an escape from in the first place.... and believe it or not it was not over that darn husband of mine, BUT it is all about ME.... Eeeeek, my worst enemy!

While I know that I am not totally healed I am healing from where I was just a few years back.... I now see every hurting episode as a GIFT another opportunity to heal a little bit more and my T has told me that I must feel it all in order to heal and that is what I am trying to do - no matter how hard it gets.
I want to feel it - heal it - then get rid of it..... for good.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -

P.S.
and YES I am learning that I cannot heal or solve his problems.... hence why I have a hard decision to make in the next few months, before our 20th anniversary in April.