My feelings mirror yours- my turn into depression began and was most prominent as a child!! I am lucky, for 2 1/2 years now my T and I have been talking about my childhood. From finding out my parents were getting a divorce to having an obssessive and boy crazy mind in adolesence. I am sooo glad my T helps me talk about these things. Childhood is the basis for adulthood- mentally, emotionally, spiritually, and physically. I hear you, post again and let us know if you took the advice about printing out this thread and showing it to your T.