around the last week of may i started cutting my left wrist with my keys. my keys weren't sharp enough so i now have scars of some kind. but wile i was cutting myself i didn't even know i was doing it.the pain felt good what's wrong with me. now i can't stop thinking of ways to end my life. i though of a new way wile taking a test for school. i even asked a friend to kill me. i feel even worse doing that. and just want to die even more. it's like everything i do just makes it worse.