(((((((((((((((((((RA))))))))))))))))))))

Your friend can't understand your feelings, unless she's experienced them herself (or is trained to understand them). We are here to support you and we do understand how you're feeling.

I hope that you will decide to go to the emergency room, RA, because you are in crisis and you need support in 3D by people who know how to help you to get through the crisis and begin to heal.